Do you ever have those moments of deja vu where you feel like you've read something on a blog post before ....
Ha Ha .... really though ... this blog post might feel like deja vu of the one I typed on November 21st (last paragraph) because it is the same story for tonight.
As we sleep tonight, our court case will be reviewed by the judge AGAIN! We're praying that the 3rd time is a charm, although, I have to honestly say that I am keeping my expectations low and guarding my heart. I know there was last minute scrambling trying to get just the right document in just the right format and that our agency is doing everything that can humanly be done. And more importantly, I know in whom I believe and am convinced that the Lord is able to guard what I have entrusted to Him (2 Tim 1:12).
This past week has been interesting because I have finally quit wrestling with God over this. I have a new found joy in this journey because I have the opportunity to build faith that can only be built through an experience that causes me to be completely and totally be dependent on Christ. Like NO OTHER time in my life, I am completely calling on Christ and His power in my weakness. Thank you Lord for this blessing of building my faith!
I can't wait to post about day 3 of our trip because that is the day we met our little girl. But, it won't be the same unless I can include pictures of her - which I can't do until we pass court and she is legally ours.
And so, here are the same verses from my friend Sydney that ended my November 21st post (deja vu):
Because he loves Me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges My name.
He will call on me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him
and show him My salvation.”